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I Wanna Live

by Paint Branch

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1.
No, I won’t forget that speech You gave on the train to Brighton Beach Plain clothes cops, buffalo bones, Kids with dancehall chirping on their phones Said “I Want To Break Free” Was anybody out there but you and me? I tried hard to fall asleep but didn’t really want it Memories start to blur I think it was your birthday but I’m not sure I forgot where we were And how did we get out there? ‘Cause we chased it through the storms but we lost it in the streets and I thought that we might find it at the surf of Brighton Beach But the water was too cold And the sand was coarse and black And that night on the train home you said we’re never coming back Weekend next you tried to smile On that ferry out to Governor’s Isle From our grime into the spray Doing anything to get away Get away from the task Of trying to shut it down when it felt so fast You looked out the isle and asked “Is anybody out there? Who?”
2.
I Wanna Live 03:57
I’m running wild in my birthplace Could be all I ever know Why’d I start running in the first place? Why don’t I want to let go? Every time Mariah bats an eyelash I take my country to war But I dropped my weapons down the mineshaft And I can’t remember what for It’s a dream I won’t remember It’s a vision I can’t see It’s a love I know I’ll never get back And it’s making a fool of me You picked me up at the station But I had nothing to give My never-ending desperation It tells me I wanna live Up all night searching the horizon Woke up with nothing to say The car alarms were harmonizing They couldn’t keep me away It’s a dream you won’t remember It’s a prayer that won’t come true It’s a love you know you’ll never get back And it’s making a fool of you It’s a pact we broke for nothing It’s a loss that we won’t grieve It’s the plot that you got stuck in It’s a fact I won’t believe, but I never wanted to leave It’s a dream we won’t remember It’s a vow that we can’t trust It’s a love we know we’ll never get back And it’s making a fool of us
3.
Run 02:14
Away from it all And I want to go further There’s nowhere left to write I won’t return To a living where nothing was earned Taking time on the run Run, run, run, run Into no one Someone, someone Isn’t there If it all comes down tonight, I won’t respect your feelings Didn’t wanna touch the light you rolled out on the floor But it all turned out all right, you never touched your ceilings Counting on the fact that I’d be knocking on your door Run, run, run, run Now you’re no one Someone, someplace Somewhere else
4.
You have no sense of the innocence it takes to get that far Believe what you will but there aren’t any pills you can take to see the stars Maybe a spy in the house of a lie could emerge with a word of the truth But you left your clothes on the floor and the war cost you more than your first tooth Everybody’s running so slowly won’t we miss the last plane home Take, take your time, while you win those hearts and minds You, you’ve got what every dull knife tries to cut Take, take your time, while you win those hearts and minds The street were uneven, the ferry was leaving And we’re trapped on the side of the road The traffic was roaring, the story is boring And we’re wearing the clothes that we sold Inches from the precipice, save her from the rest of us Try not to catch a cold This is what lies in wait for you by the time you turn 30 years old Enemies They’ll delight you Friends of yours Watch them, too Forever the effort is endless I hope you have a parachute Maybe you’ll learn the inelegant words That you’ll crush beneath your boots
5.
Been out at night trying to walk it off So many holes in my shoes Found out the hard way to knock it off And still had something to lose I see the blossoms all pink and white Everybody’s looking their best But somehow they all smell like shit tonight And you can imagine the rest But you can’t imagine all the things I lost Just trying to get in on your act But I won’t be your cherry blossom love ‘Cause I’m never coming back Don’t want you breathing my air tonight But you’re hanging ‘round like a smell Not one that I would admit to like Ashamed to know it so well The blossoms are falling all pink and white And we’re still looking our best You make it easy to fall apart And I can’t forgive or forget But everybody’s saying life’s too quick Never know when it could end Even if I see you in some afterlife You still won’t be my friend
6.
Raymond 02:40
Raymond, can you hear me son? Are you with the other ones Who didn’t win the fight? Didn’t last the night? Sent out like smoke to the ether Raymond, can you hear me son? Over the maxim guns It’s the strangest thing The way a bullet sings But I know I don’t need to tell you What’s that? Give a knock if you are there Two times tells me I’m your favorite millionaire What now? Is it really you? ‘Cause what I think I see, I see right through
7.
Picture every gift that you gave Burning in some dumpster on 14th street New Year’s Day Nothing salvaged, nothing was saved Jealous that I can’t jump in and vanish in the flames Smoke and ashes it was obviously The superimposed center of some universe Where nothing’s changed and nothing’s the same Running in the dark so I can vanish in the shame Who could ever find their way back From that kind of vanishing act Picture everything that you lost Tried to buy it back in full but you can’t pay the cost Changed your lines but now it’s too late Lighting up the sky that night it vanished in the blaze Now you’re living way too obviously Camouflaged in friends, you’re hardly hiding out But still not giving yourself away Wish that I could too, but I still miss you I’m taking the time that will leave you behind.
8.
Orange Vapor 03:34
Dedication of hollow ground Silent streets singing siren sounds Melting down for the baying hounds What we drew and dreamed while the choir screamed Powdered brick and industrial waste Eliminate cafeteria taste Did the bees get to make their case Or did they fly away back into a dream Orange vapor in the air The future’s always here Orange color in your hair Then it disappears Orange vapor in the air Progress is your friend Orange color in your hair Everything must end Drive across a familiar street Where frigid air will confront the heat And angry steps make for jagged beats But the slamming door hurts the audience more Summer window nights are up Spilling water from paper cups What you have is never enough But in the humid air is there an answer there? Who are you?
9.
Witnesses 03:57
When they put their arm around you I know what it says “How has no one ever found you?” Whispers your lonely bed Do you feel upset about the debts that you’ve forgiven? You do, but you don’t But you don’t want it hanging over you In the middle of the evening There’s nowhere to go In the silence or the screaming You already know Tell the model that you’re dressing There’s nobody home It’s the consonants you’re stressing That hang up the phone The bitter winds just might be fighting you but maybe You really don’t want a sharp sword hanging over you I know you’re trying But the flowers are dying Water is drying in streaks on your face Tell them you’re no one Just singing the slow ones Witnesses waiting for something to fall into place By the time you get a feeling The coffee is cold All the pennies that they’re stealing Are plated in gold I know I said you’re right But I’ve been thinking maybe You really ought to say I’m not staying here with you
10.
White Flag 03:14
You’re sitting in that same chair Sipping from that same glass Listening to those same songs Trying not to let the days pass First summer’s here, then summer’s gone But you’re still troubled by the same things Push all my buttons, hear my voice on the other end Now you can say all your insane things You’re fighting a war that’s over It ended long ago But you can’t find your white flag You’re too proud to let it show You’re fighting a war that’s over now But that’s the world you’re living in I can’t get out ‘cause there’s one thing that I’ll never know: Just what it takes to win It feels a thousand miles wide But you’re still sleeping in the same bed Same blankets hanging over you Same old pillow for that heavy, heavy head First winter’s here, then winter’s gone But you’re still staring at the ceiling Those fan blades slice the night, they can’t stop spinning ‘round You wonder if this could be the same thing You’re fighting a war that’s over It ended long ago But you can’t find your white flag You’re too proud to let it show You’re fighting a war that’s over now But you’re still in your boots Just keep on marching, trust me, girl, you don’t wanna know How bad it hurts to lose
11.
When I get caught up in the tangle of this tic-tac-town Hang good luck chains around my neck and they won’t let me down As long as I still got red running riot through my veins I’ll be your prisoner but only in my good luck chains Oooh, good luck chains My heart is bleeding purple, black and blue and my blood stains But you won’t see a drop when I got on my good luck chains My brain’s a bruise but I don’t feel a thing and I know why My good luck chains are ‘round my neck and they won’t let me die Oooh, good luck chains
12.
Last time you ran off into the wild, so wild You kept me up for days Now, would anybody wander Off on that path you’re finding? When you found those colors on the ground They sent you off to the other side You claimed it as your country Exiled, incarcerated Nobody lives forever Half-sad, then half-revolting Lost, then found, those colors brought a thousand tiny death wishes back to life Nobody lives forever

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"Small stakes and musical amity can be a recipe for mush, and that's why a lot of bands are over before they begin. But adding a calm "why not" to a mature "what if" can work, especially if everybody is relatively free of hangups. So it goes for John Davis and Chris Richards, two former Q and Not U members who have reunited under the name Paint Branch and recorded a dignified, deeply '70s influenced album called I Wanna Live.

Neither guy is at a career point where he needs the other to pull him out of a hole. Davis recently cranked out two memorable power-pop albums with his band Title Tracks, and his first post-Q band, Georgie James, was all about indie ambition. Richards, meanwhile, has hit his stride as the Washington Post's pop music critic. And with those things in mind, it should be no surprise that Paint Branch veers toward the golden age of vinyl for inspiration. These guys have had plenty of time to ponder Harry Nilsson, Wings, Rumours, and The Notorious Byrd Brothers—but as pros, not curious kids."

"Although I Wanna Live takes its cues from an era when rock 'n' rollers sometimes prized craft to a fault, the album still remains the work of two people who understand punk. And sometimes punks make songs just for themselves." - Washington City Paper

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released January 8, 2013

All songs written and performed by John Davis and Chris Richards. Produced and engineered by Nick Anderson and Chad Clark from March 2012 to July 2012. Mastered by TJ Lipple. Cover graphics by Nick Pimentel.

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Paint Branch Washington, D.C.

Paint Branch is John Davis and Chris Richards. Based in Washington, D.C., the duo began work on this project in December 2010, five years after the end of their previous band together, Q And Not U. Following more than a year of working on new songs, Paint Branch recorded their first album, "I Wanna Live," in spring 2012 with Nick Anderson & Chad Clark. A self-titled EP was released in June 2015. ... more

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